Dilemma
I miss Ichiro so much. We have been talking about Ichiro a lot lately. Yup, we were thinking to bring Ichiro to stay with us soon. However, I’m still in dilemma because I don’t like baby sitter. I don’t like my son to be taken care by a stranger. Even though we have found a baby sitter already (we have found her before I deliver Ichiro), but still I just can’t allow myself to accept the fact that Ichiro is going to be taken care by someone that does not related to him at all. Sob sob sob. Seriously, I need to find a solution; if it needs me to sacrifice my career, I am quite positive I will go for it (providing my business is doing very very well)
Well….can ‘t wait for Friday to meet my little hero. Hope this week I can arrange my time to take new photos of Ichiro.
On the other hand, last week I bought few new tops. One of it was a short sleeve, so I need to wear the inner la kan utk pakai dat baju. Tapi alangkah malangnya part tangan tu mcm ada butang and dia sedikit ketat, ala-ala muat-semuatnya gitu la, ditambah dgn inner wah ketat sungguh. Nk angkat ketiak rasa tersekat. Shesssshhh. Rasa nk pengsan tgk my arm yg sebesar balak. Ok fineeeeee, I just put the top aside and try not to think about it. Fed up.
But this week, again…. I’m having trouble looking for baju utk dipakai setiap hari ke office. Then I remember the top that ehemmm..accentuated my big arm. Ok tkper, haku boleh pakai jacket kasik cover <—berkata-kata di dalam hati. But when I put on the shirt, I was thisss close to scream. Guesss what????? Haaaa the sleeve sudah longgarrrrrrr omigoshhhhhhhhhhh. Rasa sangat terharu ok. It means I’ve lost inches. Weeeeee. Happy.
My body now is in its way to back to its old shape. I can now fit into M and S size already. But M is more comfortable. I can also fit into Free Size garments as well. Huhu. Bliss. But perut tk kempis lagi laaa, sgt stress. Thus, yesterday to reward myself I shop till drop. Huhuh. I bought new dress, skirt, pant, short and lingerie. Dear husband, I don’t need to cilok your collar shirt anymore 
Yay!
I am still banning myself from uploading my photos on this blog selagi I tk slim. Heee. Gambar Raya adalah kes terkecuali ok.
I send my Nokia N97 to be updated yesterday and little did I know it erased everything; the internet setting, my instant messenger, gravity (for twitter), email setting and etc. It’s totally a new handphone now. Sigh. I should have told the guy earlier, just that I thot it won’t erase the application .Cesss.
So today “ladyimran” is offline ok. Not ym, no gtalk, no twitter, no facebook. Oh duniaku adalah sangat membosankan tanpa semua itu. Any question or queries especially regarding Usana please send it to my email mrsimran [a] mrmrsimran [dot] com or click here
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We have been together (as a love couple) since year 1999 and counting. Thank GOD that our bundle of joy has safely arrived on 27/6/2009. Wish us luck in our journey to parenthood.
We are also an active USANA Health Sciences Independent Distributor. We love Usana products so much and we hope our customer loving it too as much as we do :) True Health and True Wealth!
i pon sama la Nol!
setiap hari – especially now memang bermasalah kalau nak pegi keja. pagi2 dok merenug almari tu. paling kronik skang ni, seluar la. i still kan fits my jeans tp tak selesa. nak beli suar baru, karang kejap je boleh pakai. nasib baik la i tak pegi alter suar2 yg longar dlu, boleh la buat pakai. tp bapa helai je and color pun tak best. tsk tskkk… u pass la skek baju u kat i. hahahaa…
ehhh… i miss u laa. bila tah nak online balik gossip2 ngan u ni. i ni asal malam je cepat je nak tertido… haiihhhh…
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Mrs Imran Reply:
October 22nd, 2009 at 2:53 pm
u lain la cerita..tapi tu mmg masalah besar jugak. i dulu pon sama cam tu tk nak beli baru sbb mcm bazir. Tapi i rasa u kene beli yoga pants yg besar tu byk2 very comfortable tu babe. And tkder masalah bile u dh makin membesar nnt. Hehe.
I pon malam2 flat dah. Asik tertido tak shutdown laptop sbb i tahu akan ada org tutup kan nnt. So i just tutup mata tidur jer. Heee.
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owh..sbnrnye sgt sedih tgglkan anak ngan bbysitter..sbb x tau bbysitter ok atau tak..tp in my case..lucky me laa sbb dpt bby sitter yg ok..
kalo u nk resign n ddk umah jaga anak pon ok..seronok sbb nmpk anak mmbesar dpn mata..n u punye income biz pon dh baik.. why not
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Mrs Imran Reply:
October 22nd, 2009 at 1:57 pm
betul mmg sedih..i plak baby sitter tu ok ker tk ok ker, i tetap cam rasa sedih kalau nk pass ichiro to them. mcm dah la dia tk kenal org tu pastu nk kene sesuaikan diri plak. mcm rasa mula2 masuk sekolah. apa u rasa kalau ur parent hantar pergi sekolah , then tkder nk tunggu2 macam parent org lain….u kene sendiri2 jer sesuai kan diri..ala sedih la.
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well, i understand how you feel eventho i takde anak lagi..:) do what’s best for you..skang ni tak semestinya keje kene duduk kat opis kan??
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Mrs Imran Reply:
October 22nd, 2009 at 1:55 pm
itu la kene fikir masak semasaknya. tapi bagi i yg dh biasa kerja ni rasa cam aneh kalau tk kerja.
hmm..i masih mempertimbangkan tunggu dpt 10k dgn usana insyallah i quit kot.
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i bi lagi la berat hati. tinggalkn baby sn kat nursery, di jag aoleh org jepun tp takder pilihan..redha n tawakal jer lah. hope u’ll get to make the right decision for ichiro
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Mrs Imran Reply:
October 22nd, 2009 at 1:54 pm
oh best tu ..boleh ajar nihoggo sekali..hehe i husband i tu jenuh la nk suruh dia cakap nihoggo dengan ichiro..balik2 terbabas melayu gak..eheh
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i so totally feel u babe..sedih la nak tinggal hannah ngan sitter/nursery..sampai skrg ni pun i tak cari lg padahal nov dah nak stat keje blk..mayb i’m looking 4 a reason so takyah stat keje blk kot huhuhu
i wish i could b SAHM/WAHM tp susah gak kalau nak pk financially kan??
all the best for us!!!:)
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Mrs Imran Reply:
October 22nd, 2009 at 3:08 pm
itu laaa..i pon termacam2 sama gak, mcm malas nk gi tgk baby sitter tu sbb yg pergi hari tu my husband dgn mak dia. i macam tanak pergi sbb i tatau lagi i nk ke tak hantar anak i. errr mmg tanak laaa..kalau bleh.
hmm kalau u nk try bisnes usana i will help u
i dulu start serius dgn usana masa pantang tau, sbb i can’t see myself sending my son to baby sitter house every morning..ohhh tk relaaaaaa. and now insyallah in few months i think my usana income will potong my current salary. dgn izin tuhan..insyallah. tapi pastu nntn dilema nk berenti ker tak? hadooiiii minah dilema betul la i ni. hehe
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Salam,..
Nak htr anak ke baby sitter ke? Mmg awal2 ni sedih, tapi after few months bila kita dah ada confident dgn baby sitter tu, kita akn rasa ok balik.
Eh,..bdn jadi kurus tu minum USANA products yg u bg kak Emila tu ke? Waa,.bravo!
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Mrs Imran Reply:
October 23rd, 2009 at 9:40 am
tu la i mula-masa nk tinggal dengan mak i pon rasa cam tu, tapi i tk worried sangat sbb tu mak i kan. yg mcm babysitter ni bukan pasal i worried dia ok ker tak ok…tapi i dunno la i mcm tksuka org lain jaga anak i. ha cam tu la. susah nk explain
heee. baby sitter yg i jumpa tu mmg ok. dia mid 40′s cam tu mmg dia jaga baby. so dia mmg ok la, lagipon dekat rumah jer, belakang rumah jalan 5 minit sampai. tapi tu la, berat hati tu berat jugak la..
yup minum nutrimeal tu la
solim molim 
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Hai…
kalau saya since ur mom can take care of ichiro biarlah dia yang jaga.. saya tak confident dengan org bukan darah daging yang jaga…since i penah tengok depan mata kepala sendiri.. bukan 1, bukan 2 tapi 3 org yang depan parents budak2 tu memang baik gila dilayannya budak kecik tu macam permaisuri..tapi bila parents budak2 tu takde..memang kesian.. budak2 tu mintak air pun kena tengking. sayu betul.. huhuhu…tak sanggup kalau anak saya diperlakukan macam tu..
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Mrs Imran Reply:
October 26th, 2009 at 9:03 am
yup betul2. we never know kan. kadang2 diaorg buat drama. benda2 mcm ni la buat i paranoid. haihhh.
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tangan i ni kalah dahan, balak pun ade jugak. bila la nak tukar jd ranting. tapi kalau ranting sangat, tak best kan kannn :p
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Mrs Imran Reply:
April 30th, 2010 at 3:53 am
haah ranting sangat tanak…i nk mantap2 ..hehe. nnt balik boleh la sign up usana kasik mantap tkder la cam balak. hehe
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